the little balls of water are salty.

having to be my own legs, crutches and all makes my soul so tired sometimes.

but what is the point really. i'd love to have crutches.. but at the same time, they're debilitating. they slow me down, they stop me from going places, they make many paths inaccessible. it's another sacrifice i suppose.. i'm selfish that way.

this week feels like forever. and yet at the same time, it feels enriching again.

my body's exhausted, my mind's all quiet and my heart is heavy.

it's time to escape to dreamland to find my kim su han mu dream.